You realize what kind of person you can become…
Are you the type that criticizes everything, destroying more than you create. Maybe your are content with watching the flames in the night. Watching all that you claim to love go up in flames. There is nothing wrong with that, because there are people in this world who are doing the burning just to watch it all come down; those are the antiestablishment people. Those are the people who write ‘fuck the police’ on walls they question authority.
But if you are not on that side of the spectrum, if you are not apart of the percieved chaos, maybe you are part of the percieved light. Can you truly say you create. I think the only people worth their salt are those who can give life, and those who can just as easily take it away.
Being alone in your room, staring at the computer screen quite possibly reading these words. Maybe you understand them I don’t know, maybe you can hear someone talking in the next room over, again I don’t know. Being alone there you are currently deciding who you are going to be.
Testing 1,2,3 can you hear me. Testing 1,2,3 if you can hear me I don’t know. Testing.
hi there i'm val. came across your blog, and i love it. also, thank you for your service. how are you doing today?
i am glad you love it. noo thanks really nessecary just doing what needs to be done to put food on the table. i am doing good, just sitting around guarding this ship and all you know how that goes.but then again i am sure you dont haha.
sometimes i think i really am racist against all kinds of groups. but mostly white males, might have a lot to do with how my dad talked about caucasian people around me. but hey such is life please judge me and hate me for it.
It just makes me wonder how much studying I'm gonna have to do, and if I'm gonna hate life as much as he is right now lol
he is only hating life because one he isnt maintaining a positive mental attitude two, he has to learn everything he can learn about his weapon and all the amunition it can shoot. there is a lot of technical expertise that comes with being an arty guy, it isnt just load tthe round and shoot. but you are going to be an aircraft mech right? you will be in pensacola, it isnt that bad there, atleast when i was there… may have changed now… r
I keep talking to girls, when I feel like I should be talking to you. I have a question. lol
Were you busy during your MOS school?
I've been really good friends with this guy and he's said things like 'I'm gonna wait for you,' yadda yadda. We used to talk every single night for like 3 hours a night, but lately his stupid school has been busy it seems. He's been studying non stop, and I was wondering what to do. (I think he really is studying, because that's all he ever talks about on facebook) lol. Thank you. :)
Ehh, not so much. I didn’t really study that much. It depends on your job. Being I level Tech, you would need to study more… but then there are always stupid formations and what not. Just little things during the day wipe you out, and you are exhausted and want to do nothing but relax… But I wouldn’t worry about it.
All Girls under 18 should wear turtle necks, Girls that are not of legal age should dress like they are under 18.
This was brought on by the fact that this weekend me and my friend went out to try and meet ladies, and basically every girl we went up to was under 18. This was until we went to the Stampede in Temecula. It wasn’t a complete waste of time, but next time, we need to diversify who we talk to.
I am going to miss that guy when he leaves California, probably the only guy I know that legit wants to go out and socialize with ladies….
“The truth is you can be orphaned again and again and again. The truth is, you will be. And the secret is, this will hurt less and less each time until you can’t feel a thing. Trust me on this”—Chuck Palahniuk
"The girl is infectious human waste, and she's confused and afraid to commit to the wrong thing and so she won't commit to anything."
- Chuck Palahniuk.
I don’t know why but this quote Speaks to me. It think this is a problem that plagues our generation these days. People afraid to commit, not saying it is a problem with everybody, but a lot of young people are like this… Because for some reason if you commit to something you waste your life?
I don’t know… I committed to something in my life, an Organization to be exact, and I think I couldn’t be more alive at this point in my life being committed to this thing at this point in my life.
"People have to really suffer before they can risk doing what they love."
I guess this is why I chose the route I did. Because I’d rather suffer before I know what true happiness is. If you are at the bottom at some point when you get to the top It will be the best feeling you will have ever felt.
“Some humans would do anything to see if it was possible to do it. If you put a large switch in some cave somewhere, with a sign on it saying ‘End-of-the-World Switch. PLEASE DO NOT TOUCH’, the paint wouldn’t even have time to dry.”—Terry Pratchett (Thief of Time)
"Why burn and destroy? There are other ways to make a point,"
When the Poor, and underprivileged get pissed, the target of their anger is the perceived source of their problems. This means government facilities/ officials, rich and ‘higher class’ individuals. The Small and large business owners have a lot to lose in any form of uprising. It is a tale as old as government itself.
The solution to the problem seems to simple, quit forming policies that favor the wealthy, or Improve the quality of life for the poor.
I don’t know it seems simple but it usually never is.
This is why I do not place much value on material objects. I would rather not live my life based off of objects that I don’t really need. I don’t want my life to be surrounded by pointless objects, that could be lost at a moments notice, and me wasting my life wishing I could have them back.
Yes I am here to meet people. No I do not want to fuck You.
I might be one of those weird guys, but I found out I do not like one night stands. I do not go to clubs and bars to get laid, that is a very odd thing to do.
Frankly, I mainly go to socialize and hopefully meet that cool chick that likes to cause chaos on wensdays and hang out at the beach at odd hours of the day. You figure you wade through enough shitty people you will eventually find that person…
So no I will not have sex with you, especially if you haven’t said one thing of interest within 20 minutes of meeting you.